Fight the Feeling
AnimeVore,GTS,GT,Shrink,Unbirth,AnalVore
chapter 16
by
copier
· original author:
fearboy
Jim went rigid all over when he felt the scratchy, wet touch of his best friends tongue on the nape of his neck. He recognized the tongue well; Aisha had run her tongue over his face many times as either a greeting or taunt. She had loved to get him alone and lick his face while holding him down, commenting on how delicious he was while he tried to scramble away. It was one of their many amusing games where he ended up as the butt monkey, not that he minded. Everything he did with Aisha was in good humor and harmless. At least, it usually was.
This time was different; Aisha wasn’t giggling in childlike glee, but rather letting out soft moans. Her large, plush breasts were pushing against the bottom of his back, creating more feelings that made Jim uncomfortable. Also, Aisha’s tongue was touching him differently, not mischievous at all, but sensual. It was something that Jim was not used to and it gave him funny feelings about Aisha. Just as Jim’s mind started to wander, imagining how nice Aisha’s tongue would feel on other parts of his body, he bolted out of bed and turned on the lamp beside the bed. The room became illuminated and Jim stared down a disrupted Aisha.
“Is it morning already?” Aisha sweetly asked to diffuse the embarrassing situation. What had she been thinking? In her sleepy state, she hadn’t been thinking strait and all her emotions burst out. She hadn’t meant to lick Jim, just lean in and catch a whiff of his scent. His smell had always had a calming reaction for her. But something happened, with his sweet, musky aroma filling her nose, a desire she never had overcame her and for once, the smell of Terran didn’t make her taste buds wet. It did so ever make something else moisten.
Jim gawked skeptically at Aisha. “Don’t play innocent with me, you know what you did.”
“What?” Aisha exclaimed, trying to remain innocent even though Jim could see right through her pathetic charade. It had all been so sudden, her desire for Jim, the lose of control, all she could think of as her face hung inches from the back of his head was how much she missed him and how happy she was to have him back. She could just admit that she had been under a lot of tension from finding Jim and fighting Gene and had simply goofed, but then she’d have to admit to making a gaffe. Aisha Clanclan never makes mistakes or at least, never admits to them.
“Aisha,” Jim sighed, not buying the innocent act one second. He was tired and wanted to get back to sleep, but he couldn’t do that. Not until he got something strait with Aisha. Even if he wasn’t a genius, anyone could see that Aisha and his relationship was not the same as it was back when he was a kid. He was a man, or at least a teenager filled with hormones and interest in the fairer sex. Aisha and him couldn’t do some of the stuff they did before like wrestle or cuddle without things becoming inappropriate. The fact was their relationship had changed and Jim was scared, very scared.
Aisha was his protector, his big sis, and his closest and best friend in the whole universe. When things went to hell, he always felt better when she was around. She was the only one he could say he loved and mean in wholeheartedly and now that their relationship had to change, he might lose her. When it came down to it, Jim would rather lose his manhood then Aisha. What was the point of liking girls if the girl you like the most isn’t around. But it didn’t have to come to that. Jim was a problem solver and he’d solve this problem between Aisha and him promptly. How hard is it to speak openly with Aisha?
“It’s okay Aisha, lets sit down and talk about this. We have some things to settle and then we can go back to bed. Okay?”
Aisha lifted a brow at Jim’s new diplomatic line of attack. He was trying to rationalize with her, something he never tried to do before because it never would have worked. Aisha wasn’t a talker, she was a teaser, a fighter, a eater, but not a talking. But if Jim wanted to talk, she’s go with it. Maybe then he’d let her go back to bed and let her keep using him as a pillow. Man, he was comfy to rest against.
“Okay, but if you ask me to find my inner feelings, I’m going to retch.”
“No sensitive crap, promise,” Jim swore.
“Good,” Aisha grumbled and sat down across from Jim on the bed. Sitting with her legs crossed, she stared across to Jim who was still wearing nothing but boxers. This was Aisha’s first time really looking at Jim nearly naked. Back when she was reunited she had tried to check out how he had changed, but her mind had been still reeling from finding Jim in of all places on a silver platter. Now that things were steeled down, she was able to check out every inch of him up close and she was impressed. Not as muscular as some men, but still packing an above average physique. Jim was fit, obvious not spending all his time in front of the computer. All that baby fat was gone making Jim look more like he was in his early twenties then a teenager. He had a strong, face with a mop of blond hair that remained the same from childhood. He looked so handsome and grown up to Aisha. He was still cute, but now more handsome as well. Not her little boy toy any more, but a man. A cute, handsome, sexy man with big strong muscles and a big throbbing…
“Aisha?”
“Huh?” Aisha grunted as she snapped out of her trance. “What you say again?”
“I said, I think you’re attracted to me.”
Aisha stared expressionlessly at Jim for a second and then let out a throaty snort and started laughing. “Hahahah! Good one Jim! In your dreams! We got to have these serious discussions more often, they’re so funny!”
“Maybe I’m wrong, but I know one thing,” Jim stopped to take a deep breath. There were three things that were going to happen, Aisha was going to be embarrassed, Aisha was going to be made or Aisha was going to eat him. The last one was less likely to happen, but with Aisha, the smallest thing can set her off. This wasn’t a small thing, not to Jim.
“I know this, I’m attracted to you Aisha.”
Aisha’s smile dropped and her mouth dropped open, this was something she never expected to hear. Terrans weren’t supposed to be attracted to Ctarl-Ctarls. It was like a mouse falling in love with a mouse or a rabbit marrying a wolf, didn’t make a lick of sense. Then Aisha realized what was happening, Jim was teasing her. Before she could crack him on the back of the head for making an ass out of her, Aisha saw the self-conscious look all over Jim’s face. He was telling the truth; Jim wouldn’t joke about something like this. At the realization that Jim felt something other then sibling love for her, a warm feeling enveloped Aisha. She had never felt something like this before so couldn’t accurately explain the sensation. It was like a floating feeling only she wasn’t moving from her spot. Aisha’s heart sped up and she started feeling lightheaded.
Jim liked her, was what kept repeating in her head. Just thinking about it made her feel good. Shaken by the confession, Aisha found her voice finally. She wanted to say a lot of things to Jim, but what came out was this.
“Well who can blame you, I’m one hot tomalley. You Terrans are always drooling over me if not for my outward beauty, then my fiery attitude. I’m smoking Jimmy, I’d think you were gay if you didn’t want to hit this.”
Jim became crestfallen and turned his head away, While Aisha grit her teeth and cursed herself inside her head. Of all the stupid times to try and act macho. She could have said anything to Jim, but she just had to act like a pretentious bitch to him when he was spilling his heart out. But who could blame her really; she was only acting like she always acts. It’s hard to have a meaningful conversation when you’re used to goofing off all the time. Her and Jim have never really had a meaningful conversation, even her final moments before leaving, Aisha had talked to him teasingly, not treating the situation seriously. It was just who she was, talking about feelings and love was something she couldn’t do.
Looking back at Jim, she licked her lips nervously, unsure of what to say to Jim now. Her words had hurt him. She had pretty much disregarded his feelings like they didn’t matter, which was entirely untrue. Jim’s feels mattered to Aisha more then anything. If he wasn’t happy, she wasn’t happy. They shared a bond that was stronger then her, a bond that had radically changed with Jim becoming older and more handsome. She was trying to ignore it and pretend everything was the same, but Jim wouldn’t play along. It was fruiting, why couldn’t he ignore the elephant in the room like her?
Jim had forced her hand, she had to do something or risk losing Jim forever, and as afraid as she was of these feelings she had for him, the fear of losing him was far greater. She couldn’t lose Jim. She wouldn’t allow it.
“Jim,” Aisha softly spoke, speaking gentler then she thought her scratchy voice would allow. Jim turned to her and she was taken aback by the emotions raging in Jim’s eyes. It wasn’t just her that was confused and frightened by these feelings and that fact brought her comfort. Placing a hand on Jim’s cheek, Aisha lightly caressed the side of his face while smiling fondly. Jim was so important to her and it was only now, alone and bearing their bodies and souls that she realized it. He completed her in ways she never fully understood. Without realizing it, she had been slipping deeper and deeper into isolation without Jim. Feeding the empty hole in her soul with delicious Terrans and spitefulness. She needed him, as much as he needed her, and to keep him, she had to do something she’d never done before.
She had to open her heart completely to another person and hold nothing back. Jim had to know how she felt.
This time was different; Aisha wasn’t giggling in childlike glee, but rather letting out soft moans. Her large, plush breasts were pushing against the bottom of his back, creating more feelings that made Jim uncomfortable. Also, Aisha’s tongue was touching him differently, not mischievous at all, but sensual. It was something that Jim was not used to and it gave him funny feelings about Aisha. Just as Jim’s mind started to wander, imagining how nice Aisha’s tongue would feel on other parts of his body, he bolted out of bed and turned on the lamp beside the bed. The room became illuminated and Jim stared down a disrupted Aisha.
“Is it morning already?” Aisha sweetly asked to diffuse the embarrassing situation. What had she been thinking? In her sleepy state, she hadn’t been thinking strait and all her emotions burst out. She hadn’t meant to lick Jim, just lean in and catch a whiff of his scent. His smell had always had a calming reaction for her. But something happened, with his sweet, musky aroma filling her nose, a desire she never had overcame her and for once, the smell of Terran didn’t make her taste buds wet. It did so ever make something else moisten.
Jim gawked skeptically at Aisha. “Don’t play innocent with me, you know what you did.”
“What?” Aisha exclaimed, trying to remain innocent even though Jim could see right through her pathetic charade. It had all been so sudden, her desire for Jim, the lose of control, all she could think of as her face hung inches from the back of his head was how much she missed him and how happy she was to have him back. She could just admit that she had been under a lot of tension from finding Jim and fighting Gene and had simply goofed, but then she’d have to admit to making a gaffe. Aisha Clanclan never makes mistakes or at least, never admits to them.
“Aisha,” Jim sighed, not buying the innocent act one second. He was tired and wanted to get back to sleep, but he couldn’t do that. Not until he got something strait with Aisha. Even if he wasn’t a genius, anyone could see that Aisha and his relationship was not the same as it was back when he was a kid. He was a man, or at least a teenager filled with hormones and interest in the fairer sex. Aisha and him couldn’t do some of the stuff they did before like wrestle or cuddle without things becoming inappropriate. The fact was their relationship had changed and Jim was scared, very scared.
Aisha was his protector, his big sis, and his closest and best friend in the whole universe. When things went to hell, he always felt better when she was around. She was the only one he could say he loved and mean in wholeheartedly and now that their relationship had to change, he might lose her. When it came down to it, Jim would rather lose his manhood then Aisha. What was the point of liking girls if the girl you like the most isn’t around. But it didn’t have to come to that. Jim was a problem solver and he’d solve this problem between Aisha and him promptly. How hard is it to speak openly with Aisha?
“It’s okay Aisha, lets sit down and talk about this. We have some things to settle and then we can go back to bed. Okay?”
Aisha lifted a brow at Jim’s new diplomatic line of attack. He was trying to rationalize with her, something he never tried to do before because it never would have worked. Aisha wasn’t a talker, she was a teaser, a fighter, a eater, but not a talking. But if Jim wanted to talk, she’s go with it. Maybe then he’d let her go back to bed and let her keep using him as a pillow. Man, he was comfy to rest against.
“Okay, but if you ask me to find my inner feelings, I’m going to retch.”
“No sensitive crap, promise,” Jim swore.
“Good,” Aisha grumbled and sat down across from Jim on the bed. Sitting with her legs crossed, she stared across to Jim who was still wearing nothing but boxers. This was Aisha’s first time really looking at Jim nearly naked. Back when she was reunited she had tried to check out how he had changed, but her mind had been still reeling from finding Jim in of all places on a silver platter. Now that things were steeled down, she was able to check out every inch of him up close and she was impressed. Not as muscular as some men, but still packing an above average physique. Jim was fit, obvious not spending all his time in front of the computer. All that baby fat was gone making Jim look more like he was in his early twenties then a teenager. He had a strong, face with a mop of blond hair that remained the same from childhood. He looked so handsome and grown up to Aisha. He was still cute, but now more handsome as well. Not her little boy toy any more, but a man. A cute, handsome, sexy man with big strong muscles and a big throbbing…
“Aisha?”
“Huh?” Aisha grunted as she snapped out of her trance. “What you say again?”
“I said, I think you’re attracted to me.”
Aisha stared expressionlessly at Jim for a second and then let out a throaty snort and started laughing. “Hahahah! Good one Jim! In your dreams! We got to have these serious discussions more often, they’re so funny!”
“Maybe I’m wrong, but I know one thing,” Jim stopped to take a deep breath. There were three things that were going to happen, Aisha was going to be embarrassed, Aisha was going to be made or Aisha was going to eat him. The last one was less likely to happen, but with Aisha, the smallest thing can set her off. This wasn’t a small thing, not to Jim.
“I know this, I’m attracted to you Aisha.”
Aisha’s smile dropped and her mouth dropped open, this was something she never expected to hear. Terrans weren’t supposed to be attracted to Ctarl-Ctarls. It was like a mouse falling in love with a mouse or a rabbit marrying a wolf, didn’t make a lick of sense. Then Aisha realized what was happening, Jim was teasing her. Before she could crack him on the back of the head for making an ass out of her, Aisha saw the self-conscious look all over Jim’s face. He was telling the truth; Jim wouldn’t joke about something like this. At the realization that Jim felt something other then sibling love for her, a warm feeling enveloped Aisha. She had never felt something like this before so couldn’t accurately explain the sensation. It was like a floating feeling only she wasn’t moving from her spot. Aisha’s heart sped up and she started feeling lightheaded.
Jim liked her, was what kept repeating in her head. Just thinking about it made her feel good. Shaken by the confession, Aisha found her voice finally. She wanted to say a lot of things to Jim, but what came out was this.
“Well who can blame you, I’m one hot tomalley. You Terrans are always drooling over me if not for my outward beauty, then my fiery attitude. I’m smoking Jimmy, I’d think you were gay if you didn’t want to hit this.”
Jim became crestfallen and turned his head away, While Aisha grit her teeth and cursed herself inside her head. Of all the stupid times to try and act macho. She could have said anything to Jim, but she just had to act like a pretentious bitch to him when he was spilling his heart out. But who could blame her really; she was only acting like she always acts. It’s hard to have a meaningful conversation when you’re used to goofing off all the time. Her and Jim have never really had a meaningful conversation, even her final moments before leaving, Aisha had talked to him teasingly, not treating the situation seriously. It was just who she was, talking about feelings and love was something she couldn’t do.
Looking back at Jim, she licked her lips nervously, unsure of what to say to Jim now. Her words had hurt him. She had pretty much disregarded his feelings like they didn’t matter, which was entirely untrue. Jim’s feels mattered to Aisha more then anything. If he wasn’t happy, she wasn’t happy. They shared a bond that was stronger then her, a bond that had radically changed with Jim becoming older and more handsome. She was trying to ignore it and pretend everything was the same, but Jim wouldn’t play along. It was fruiting, why couldn’t he ignore the elephant in the room like her?
Jim had forced her hand, she had to do something or risk losing Jim forever, and as afraid as she was of these feelings she had for him, the fear of losing him was far greater. She couldn’t lose Jim. She wouldn’t allow it.
“Jim,” Aisha softly spoke, speaking gentler then she thought her scratchy voice would allow. Jim turned to her and she was taken aback by the emotions raging in Jim’s eyes. It wasn’t just her that was confused and frightened by these feelings and that fact brought her comfort. Placing a hand on Jim’s cheek, Aisha lightly caressed the side of his face while smiling fondly. Jim was so important to her and it was only now, alone and bearing their bodies and souls that she realized it. He completed her in ways she never fully understood. Without realizing it, she had been slipping deeper and deeper into isolation without Jim. Feeding the empty hole in her soul with delicious Terrans and spitefulness. She needed him, as much as he needed her, and to keep him, she had to do something she’d never done before.
She had to open her heart completely to another person and hold nothing back. Jim had to know how she felt.
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